The intensity of now

The intensity of now is amazing.  I love my children.  They are grown and that brings a different dimention to the relationship, but it does not effect the love or the desire for success and honor.  So at this hour, I have at least 4 of 5 bearing incredible stress and this tears my heart and tightens against my soul.  I have no one to go to except my father for hope that it has a purpose and an eventual rightness.  There are those who care: my husband, my mom, my periferal family, my church.  And my girls care for each other very much.  But these are as powerless as I am to effect the needs involved.  And so I pray.  And so I pray.  And so I pray. . . . . . .It is a beautiful day full of stuff.  The coffee is good.  The sun shines.  The air is clean.  I am blessed amid the chaos. . . . . I pray that for you this day as well.