The second qualifier is that this dream was totally comfortable. It should have terrified me, but it didn't. I wanted a resolution after I woke, but not as an escape from fear. I have not ever gone through anything as fantastic as this and don't really expect to, but it was just 'the way things are' in the dream. Life was already established in the surreal.
In the dream, I was sitting in a chair on the front porch of my 'home' with a cup of coffee and my keys in my hand. After I woke, I realized I had no cell phone in the dream- no phone at all in the dream. I was recalling an outing that had been pleasant as I sat and watched my surroundings in the early morning. I was the watcher. It was a responsibility I shared with the others in turn. This was my watch and I surveyed the world about me as I thought. I wish the trails were truly part of my physical world. I feel I know them so well. In my thoughts I recalled walking in the hills near our home, as we have often done in my dreams, when the eruptions began. The earth had shaken and an explosion had occurred in front of us - a small but effective breaking of earth and sound with a large plume of orange tinged smoke following. It appeared to come from inside the ground. We were not injured but decided to turn homeword.
On our way home we saw signs of devastated houses and other buildings. Again there was no alarm, just recognition. My thoughts continued as I watched. My neighborhood seemed quite empty except for my yard and this remembering process went on for some time in my dream. As I watched, small plumes of smoke would rise at various points in the distant land scape, but my area was still.
My yard slopes down toward the street and at a distance of maybe a block, it rises into other streets. On that hill side I saw a house collapse and a woman ran out screaming. I called to her to ask if she needed help. She called back frantically "Please!" There was no plume of smoke, only a crumpled house. I was surprised someone was there but not at the fall of the house. I called back "Okay," and went inside my empty house to get some supplies.
I gathered a few things and started out the side door. We had a large driveway which was completely filled with vehicles where people were sleeping. My car was blocked in. I was trying to figure out how to get it out without waking the others, when my daughter came out of a large vehicle that looked like one of those conversion vans for travelling. She looked very sleepy and blinked hard. I didn't explain anything and she walked into the house. My concern was for the fact that I was not watching and I was the watcher. Yet I should help the woman across the way. I woke up.
The dream will not leave my mind alone. Waking up seemed more like walking back into my living room than mentally rousing from a dream. Yet, the hardest thing to think through is the way I felt about things - and perhaps the feelings I did not have.
Interesting! :~)
ReplyDeleteI am not an interpreter of dreams unless they fit in with my on precognitive visions, but I have had that “watcher” feeling as well. I suspect that much of my failed efforts at novel writing has to do with trying to explain the feeling. I think it is more of an office than a feeling though.
It is good that you wrote it down.
I have many dreams, some mean something and some don't...we normally know which ones do.. Sometimes I am disturbed and other times not but the disturbing ones are the ones that normally come to fruition and have such meaning...sometimes for me and sometimes for others. I, myself, like the fluffy and soft and light ones...lolol
ReplyDeleteTake this or leave it, but please do not take offense.
ReplyDeleteYour house is your body. Your temple. You are the soul that occupies it. Your vehicles are your means; the manner in which you achieve your journey. Those whose houses are crumbling? Your world is exactly that - your world. Dreams comes in metaphors that are as ancient as time. I'm not sure how humans manage to see similar metaphors in their dreams, but we do. I am convinced it must be a spiritual thing. Maybe it is passed on through memory. I don't know. But, if you can take the metaphor - you can comprehend the meaning. Just a thought . . .
I told Louis about the dream yesterday morning when he got up. Last night he said something uncharacteristic of him. He said 'I think your dream was prophetic.' He said it was probably more symbolic than concrete. Yah. I am still captured by it and a few simple things. I was holding my keys the whole time even though I could drive nowhere. I was unconcerned about the destruction about me until the woman emmerged screaming. There was no phone and probably no 911. Though I conceded that the woman needed help, I was in a quandry. I didn't want to wake the others and I wasn't supposed to leave my post. What was I watching for?
ReplyDeleteI can take this dream and find meaning for me or for you....but, I am def.not versed in dream interpretation. I can see rom my perspective what this means....or bits of it...but maybe like I said...it is sometbing I can draw from for me andtake heed or take solace...juzt rambling...it has been one of those nights...and mornings
ReplyDeleteAnd...I dont have my glasses with me so forgive the errors if they be...lol
ReplyDeleteBut if the watchman sees the sword coming and does not blow the trumpet to warn the people and the sword comes and takes someone’s life, that person’s life will be taken because of their sin, but I will hold the watchman accountable for their blood. (Ezekiel 3:6)
ReplyDeleteWas just interesting - that's all.
ReplyDeletethought of those. the lack of emotion or anything has really felt confusing and the fact that the house and neighborhood were empty except for our yard and obviously a house across the way.
ReplyDeleteI also considered the verses in Joshua where Rahab was told to get all her family into her house and keep them there until they were rescued.
ReplyDeleteit is a rare thing indeed if i awaken and remember dreaming. and those i do remember, are mostly nightmares, often regarding spiritual warfare, good vs evil. but rare.
ReplyDeletei do believe we are watchers.
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