The 16th
chapter of John has had me thinking a lot.
It has been hard for me to go on.
There are so many things to understand here. It begins by Jesus telling his close
disciples “All this I have told you so that you will not go astray.” And it ends with him affirming them with “I have told you these things, so that in me
you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have
overcome the world.”
To say that I have
been involved in an ongoing spiritual struggle is apparent to many. It is an understatement to me. I really want to know my God and his
power. I want to understand his plan and
the way he works in the lives of those about me. I want to know that today he cares and uses
people like me and still has the same plan and attitude that he had when he was
talking to these people just before his death.
If all of this is
true, if all of this is still God, how can we go on ignoring it. A while back, I had a person I care about tell me
that religion should be kept to the recesses of a person’s life like private
parts should be covered and used appropriately.
Now that is a little less ugly than the way it was said to me, but it is
the gist of the conversation.
Jesus was a real guy
in a real world who lived a very real day to day life. People –the religious leaders especially-
hated his reality. Frankly, they wanted
Jesus to “put it away” too. You see they
took their ‘religion’ out when it was appropriate. And if they wanted to behave sinfully, they
just ‘kept it in perspective.’ Their
hearts were black and Jesus accused them of being repulsive, but not for their
religious observance. At one point he
said “You should have done that stuff, but you should have honored the
weightier matters of truth and justice and mercy.”
Jesus was not
telling them to let their hair down and get real with filthy language, immoral
actions and unethical pursuits. They
were doing that and he was saying a resounding “NO!” They hated him for it. He wasn’t playing their game. He lived a real life. He understood the real issues. He was crucified. Even that was the plan for his life.
Jesus told them to
love. Love was the command. But he didn’t stand in the street and scream
out “love, love,” and ignore the real issues around him of bondage to sinful
practice. He forgave the
prostitutes. He forgave the thievery of
the tax collectors and public officials.
He accepted the repentance of the soldiers. Those lives were changed.
He warned Peter of
his coming temptation. The people would
say “Your speech betrays you; you are a follower of Jesus.” And Peter would curse to show them he
wasn’t. Then he would run away and cry
and know what he had done. The problem
is that today, we smugly acknowledge our sin as a great accomplishment instead
of hiding in anguish at what we have done.
We have lost our ability to be sensitive to sin and to repent from the
heart. Jesus did forgive and he does
forgive. But today few people repent
even when they ask for forgiveness. When
sin brings corruption of those things about us, we still can’t acknowledge the
wrongness of sin. And we hate those
whose lives are open and pure, or, at the least, think they are pitiful and inferior.
Jesus
said “Love.” Part of love is to see the
truth, to deal with the truth, to bring about a change for the good. Love does not keep a record of wrong, but it
does not ignore the wrong either. If we
really care about redemption, if we truly love others in a way that works for
restoration, we will not be appreciated.
Jesus told his followers that the world would think they were doing God
a great service by ridding the environment of them. He said, “They have to hate you, because they
hate me. They have to.”
He ended the discussion by telling them, “You will leave me
all alone. Yet I am not alone, for my Father is with me. I have told you these things, so that in me
you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have
overcome the world.”
I want to know
him. I’m not too crazy about the fact
that people I care about will not understand or appreciate who I am or who I am
becoming. The more Jesus loved, the less
they understood it as love. His
statement about taking heart and overcoming the world came shortly before his
crucifixion. It was no less true.
When we resolve inwardly to put our hand to the plow, we look a little silly to those who haven't, or worse, those who have and gave it up as pointless.
ReplyDeleteYeah, I am keeping the New Moons and the Shabbats, but there are those who mock because they have witnessed my failures. It matters little. I know what I must do, and the price I'll pay for failure this time.
You want those who are close to understand, but in the end you are responsible to a higher call and supported by a higher hand. The name calling and derision does bother me, but I cannot allow it to dissuade me. Yet like Peter, sometimes I must go through a fail or two to understand.
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