Monday, February 6, 2012
chaotic blessings
I've been in a crazy, chaotic mood these past few days. I'm actually getting stuff accomplished - though at a much slower rate than I would desire or expect - so the mental chaos is kind of unexpected. I will move out of this place into another. I wish I could promise it will be better, more encouraging and more entertaining, but I'm clueless these days. The coffee was good. The devotion time was inspiring. The sun is shining; that should have a positive effect. Blessings.
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I get that way sometimes. I usually do a lot of apologizing. lol.
ReplyDeleteyeah, yesterday morning I ask God to please help me sort through and find the 'happy stuff' in my mental pile. then I got so crazy yesterday afternoon when everything had a funny twist. I am not going to the funny farm. I have too much to do here. (and no this isn't the funny farm)
ReplyDeleteI have spent most of my life there, and now in my dotage I just wanna shuffle thru the day without bloodying someone up.
ReplyDeleteI told Simon the other day that I have so much inside of me that needs to come out. I used to spew it on my blog page until it started to feel like I had nothing but venom to offer. Then, I found comfort in someone who could not only listen, but had been there, and understood. But, then it felt like I was always dumping. And, I just want to shed it - and be in another place . . . But, then I suppose we are only here for a while, and being here isn't going to matter half as much as how I dealt with being here. When I get to heaven I'm probably going to have to explain these bad grades.
ReplyDeleteif you think of a grade as the steepness of a hill, it kind of brings a smile. We see a struggle and lack of success, but he says 'that was some climb."
ReplyDeleteyesss..
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